I wished I couldn’t hate myself anymore.
Posted 12 ธันวาคม, 2012on:
I thought I could live without you, that night I dreaming of you. You still wonderful and nice. You asking me to be the same and I do.
I thought I could live without you, and I depressed myself everynight. Counting the time in Sydney time and wonder what’re you doing?
I thought I could live with myself, and I failed doing it since I start thinking of you.
Everyone trying to lent me a hand. Save me from my depressed and I pushed them away with stupid thing in my mind.
Everyone tried to stay calm and make a smart move. And I refuse all that ‘wish me luck’ .
Everyone try to ignore me, let me stay with myself more and more, maybe I could understand myself even more. And could save myself from myself.
No, I’m not.